Longing for a Love of a Father

Is it hard for you to love me? Because I never felt to be loved by you? If I asked you, do you love me? What would be the answer?

I love you, with all my heart, not because you are the reason why I'm here in this world, but is it because you are my father. I love you though I don't know who you really are. Though I don't have any idea what kind of a person are you. How does you look when you are a child, What do you usually play when you are young? What was your reaction when you noticed that I'm in my Mom's tummy.

Lot's of question from a child that longing for a love from his Father. I wish someday, I could hear you calling me "child". I wish someday you call me and say I love you Child. I wish someday you will say come with me, because I need you. I wish someday you will come to hug and kiss me.

I don't want this to happen, but sometimes I can't help myself not to think of this and this may possible. That one day, I will recieve a call, a person who know you, telling that you're gone. (knock on wood).

I wish someday, you will realize, that we are here. Always here for you, whenever you need us. I wish I can hold you, hug you and kiss you. Pa, I'm longing for your love.